I was once a little girl who had this dream of becoming a great person someday. At a very young age, I was inspired to be a teacher. When I was looking at my elementary teachers, I find it pretty cool and interesting to talk in front of a class, being able to share my knowledge to little kids and having that special treatment by the kids' parents, haha ;p After highschool, I wanted to see myself not in front of a class anymore but in front of a camera doing news report and the like. I took up Speech Communication in UP thinking it may have a higher leverage in entering into this kind of career. Indeed, my university experience taught me a lot and helped me develop myself more.
After graduation, I see myself standing in a different path but not in a totally different world. In fact, my world then still intertwined with my so-called ideal world. I started working in an advertising agency and became an Account Executive. The three years of experience I had with that job honed my skills especially in dealing with different kinds of people (especially talking/negotiating under pressure) and I'd say one of the best learning ground in entering another chapter of my life. I pursued career in one of the leading beverage companies in the Philippines as a Brand person after that. There, I see myself more exposed to brand building activities, more exposed to media and on-ground activities but more relaxed and stressed-free than before (talking about being the CLIENT now) ;p
I don't have regrets, I can assure you with that. I just feel there is something missing... something that is far beyond my reach as of the moment. True - I have so many career mileages right now, I can easily transfer from one company to another (which is actually the norm here if we talk about marketing) if I want to. But is this really what I want? Is this really meant for me?
Indeed, what you do today can affect what you'll be tomorrow. I can be the product of my past but I don't want my past to hinder how great I can be in my future. Now, the question is what greatness means to me... it is being popular and famous? How can I measure that? Will it be a gauge in measuring success?
I started to ponder about these things... I see myself lost in translation... Yeah, I'm pretty lost that I think I need to invert my clothes to revert me to my original path.
I am KARLENE, 24, pretty lost.